tersirat

Aku baru siap buat script untuk Choral Speaking skolah aku.

I think, somehow or rather, my younger brother was right…looking back at this text, I think I might have gotten too carried away.

Ah. We’ll see what my boss would say tomorrow.

Been 30 minutes after that—I spend my time lurking the endless and winding path of the internet and its content. Found a few really interesting blogs and they got me a wee bit jealous that I feel this urge to make something. Produce something.

Last weekend I spent on the ‘leadership camp’ and Monday was a holiday but I really forgotten what I did the whole day but nothing—I produced nothing.

So, now? How about now?

I looked at my guitar and sigh. Mom will be mad at me if she hears me play that now.

I looked at my pens and clean (shucks) sketch papers and sigh again. Prompts can only go so far—when it comes to your creativity and imagination; if your head says “nothing’s inside here” no prompt can ever change that.

I looked at my blog…sigh…. Too much to share; too much to hide;

Cabaran utama dalam menulis blog (untuk sebuah blog yang 'public') ialah menggunakan taktik membuat isi nampak general tapi dalam masa yang sama sedang tackle isu yang personal (yang di buat menjadi sangat tersirat sampai orang mau fire aku pun aku peduli apa)...

Tapi taktik ini ambil masa. Perlu ilham bernas. *Hampeh. Macam la sebelum ini bernas tulisan aku. Blekh* Dan aku tiada kedua-dua itu buat masa ini. Kalau dulu, aku banyak sangat masa persendirian; yang mana kalau aku sia-siakan, aku cuma merugikan diri sendiri... Tapi sekarang, masa yang aku sia-siakan akan memberi kesan kepada orang lain...aduh.

Dan kalau tidak berkias tulisanku, habis aku macam meletakkan diri menjadi shooting target di tempat baru. Oh yea.

Ini pun, entry merepek sudah ambil masa tidur aku 1 setengah jam.

Sudahlah.

Oh. Oh. Here’s a picture.

Oh yeay. I updated my blog.