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Sometimes when I try to write, I feel there is a big puzzle in my head; asking the big question about what it is that I am trying to do with this blog I own...
I have two other sites that has clear purposes. And that left me thinking, do I have a purpose writing here? Do I? Really?
I suppose, every blogger that have at least some ambitions in real life has come to this stage of blogging where s/he will ask the first question that s/he asked when s/he first started blogging: why do I need a blog?
It's like the first time you decide you wanted to be something, or you decide to do something 'big' with your life. Let's say that I am going on a journey; for a pupose. This purpose is so big that I cannot say no to myself for that decision on going for that journey...
and so I started the journey.
Along the way, I stumble onto so many things, I face so many happenings and meet so many new people. Untill I realized that I somewhat forgotten what was my original purpose for starting the journey ..
If I totally forgotten my purpose, I might as well stop where I am at;and settle in and make home out of the woods around me. Or I could think of a new purpose for this journey that I took; and make a new plan and strategy of reaching my destination. A neat one so that I wont forget it again.
If I could remember my original purpose of starting that journey, I'd still have two options. Continue. Or start on a new purpose; if I dislike the original one...
Ahh. Such a silly thing to dwell on this Friday night.
I think too much.
And silly me to think out so loudly.
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