"...i wonder if i've been changed in the night? let me think: was i the same when i got up this morning? i almost think i can remember feeling a little different. but if i'm not the same, th enext question is, Who in the world am i? ah, that's the great puzzle!"
--alice
tu pemandangan pagi terakhir aku kat welly for a long *hopefully not too long* time...taken from waiteata.
so far, im still a bit confused.pusing ngan transisi dua alam nieh. (alam msia ngan nz eh, nothing to do with alam laen2..huhu) i still need some more time to re-adjust.
eheh let me do a short list. sebab dah banyak sangt lsit 1st, biar ak buat list abt 'second' plak..:D
the second ___ that i _____ when i reached home..
1. the second person that i hug in the airport was Iman. after my mom. they're the only ppl tht come to take me home anyway. ;P
2. the second thing that i ate was a traditional bugis kuih called Barongko' (or so i believe tht is the way the name is spelled)..best siot....perghh...
3. the second thing tht i drank was (n still is drinking) a cup of kopi 3 in 1 on ice yg sedapppp sekali...ni sebenarnya bekalan mak aku g pasar..tapi sekali sekala la eh mommy~ ;P
4. the second thing that i did tht made mom sigh was jumping around the house with iman whom instantly become my best friend/kamching.
5. the sweeeeettttt n lemakkkssssssssss smeeellll of cempedak is the second thing that..alamak..okok..this one, is actually the first. the first smell tht i notice in the house was that smell...aduhh..but i hv to wait till tumoro to fry them..eheh~~
6. hmm...aalalalal...alamak..moood da tukar arah.
heh. mom has to sleep after 8 everyday. my big brother's not here anymore. my lil bro's still studying. ema's usually out; nyway, i dont talk to her much. so here i am.
the simplest excuse i can make up for this weird feeling inside me is that i left my heart back in Welly. i still cant accept tht im here oredi.not thr. not anywhere else. n now tht im not with sai nemore, i hv to get use to msia w/o his companion. i just realize how much i'd depended on him all the while i was in IPBA b4 i went to nz. n i thought i was independant back then. silly.
my guitar pun dah berhabok. so is the dvd player. the comp needs to be checked out coz something is definitely wrong with it just tht i duno anything abt PCs. hm.kene a aku yg berabih guna suma bende balek nieh..yeahhh~!!
thr's an empty room in this house.how amazing. the house tht never has enough room has an empty one now. i hate tht whenevr i walk around this house, i always find myself terkejut beruk coz i always thot i saw sumthing from the corner of my eyes. demit--this is MY home! umah sendiri ni.cam org aseng je kan.tsk2.
ish.ngantok.esok sbg merepek.yeay.