I really need something to distract myself, you know. Change is good. Change is nice. Waiting is not, though. It kills slowly; the more you wait, the more you become anxious. But oh well. It's just about time walking; it was never slow or fast. It was always about us, really. If you know what I mean. There's nothing we can do about it.
Except: distractions.
Every decision is pending. All options seem so blurry. It's like life has to wait for this letter/news. Well, life do has several transition phases. And this sure aint the first one. So why am I so nervous? But of course. We're not 17 going on 18 anymore.
Fear is something good. It makes us alert. To a certain extent, of course. We just have to make sure we're not paralyzed by it.