gaban.gavan.blakh.

gaban is very freaked out to see time flies so fast..yes, gaban has very good eyes, gaban can see time~ n time is like flying around laughing at us human..

gaban is also very bipolar now...emotional ups and downs r too rapidly changing...one second sooo happy..jumping around n giggling, another second, down like...down...blakh..

but..im in this mood of constant listening to Climbing up the walls by Radiohead. im planning to do a cover n put it somewhere...hahahaah pastuh tercemar la lagu tuh.yeah~!!!

gaban is also having headaches too often now..like, everyday for the past (almost) 2 weeks...hurmm..

gaban is also very sure now that art, should not be of repetition nor should it be of trying to be different too much..art is simply a way of delivering ideas from the point of the artist...so, gaban decides that, she would not want to go for commissions that limit her ideas n asks her to do one thing only~~~ nooo~~ hurm, anyhow, i wouldnt know how to make caricatures..sorry~

gaban is trying to be more positive everyday..thats y she still draws though she had been rejected n lost in contests...

gaban is willing to give ways for other people who think they r better n they r in charge thus does not respect or treat other people nicely n be ignorant of how other people will be affected by their words, or anything, coz gaban will be laughing at them at their back....

aah..these extreme optimists..they amuse me sometimes... other times, they r really just pain in the ass.


so, good night, says the cleaner to the architect...n the architect just give a shitty look n get back to work...
gaban wishes u a hell of a night with ur work, now, dear architect...

o.here's the two rejects.

music revolution--still havent color this one yet.


we love rock kangkang--background is crap.dont fit to the theme.but anyways.its not digital.so i cant really cut n paste it to another background.but if there's anyone willing to do it for me digitally, thatd be awesome.but nobody cares anyway.

owh2..
i have to say this, i hope it'll make people think too as it made me think.
u know those lines people always use..the supposedly positive and inspiring lines..like, everything is our choice, its all in our hand, u think therefore u are, and all that...well..all i can say is, dig dipper..its all a cliche n it hurts to read another "positive" remark that can actually make people more disturbed than motivated. sometimes, people do deliberately use these phrases to hurt people.dont deny it~~ naaa kannnn.....

dear, dear people, we'll meet on the streets n say hello, with our masks on.so we wont go on killing each other.