i am ashamed of what i have become.
more ashamed..than before.uhu
im truly sorry.i apologize.
but the inner tension caused by workload n time constraint has made me unable to tolerate anymore stress from outside sources anymore. i simply shut down when i confronted any.
again, sorry..
if im ready, i'll get back to it.to u.to everything else.i promise.
it is not my intention to be this bitchy. well, i am bitchy, but not usually THIS bitchy.n usually, i confront problem till i think im done with it. but im getting older.n im not that fueled up already to fight myself for a 'solution'.i simply turn n walk away now.till im ready to come back.
again.sorry.
though i see things clearer now, the negative force of my pessimism never seize to try to drag me down.
wat kindof language im using?
who's here-in my body?..this isnt me...
blakh...
here's a remix of nude done by Spor.
please use a really good earphone/headphone/speaker/stereo, put it on the highest volume u can stand, close ur eyes, n just eat the music up.
"I think the most important thing about music is the sense of escape." (thom yorke)