i do believe everything is in its right place.
i do believe this is how things r spps to be.rite now.its not how i want it to be, how i imagine it wld be, how i wish things will b..but i believe, Tuhan maha kaya...jadi aku ta paya cakap la yg laen2.
but no 1 knows wats in d future.
if we r able to see the future, n we are able to change it n, say, we did change it, then the future is not the future coz we r able to change it n we change it, n then it actually means we still cant see the future..kan?...
aku nengok wanted tadi.
klaka.poyo nak mampus.tapi itu la aku expect.comic siot.best~.aku paling suka final say Wesley (tu ke name die dah tah)...kene tgk lagi nih..
then..bile balek umah, snap back to reality.
wat the truck m i doing with my life....
blakh.
loser siot.
aku fikir...rugi gile ade org nak sayang org cam aku ni. i'll just drag u down too..down to my trucking life..its good that u've moved on. its great to know ure okay.it feels good to know ure carrying on with ur life..its like, i watch u grow up another notch. ngeh.cam ari tu tgk sai botakkan kepala.feels weird but i feel..sort of..like..bangga...hah~ina bangga sama sai..:P semoga sihat2 selalu, semoga berusaha selalu utk hidup yg hepi, slamba dan okay....hehhe
n me..
look at me...
wer am i..
back to square one...
how come i end up wer i started...goes the song 15 step by rh.
exactly..
how come.
i tried hard.i did things exactly the way i think its suppose to be done. i work hard.one second there i thot i had it, then it just slips out of my hands...everything...i thot i figured it out..maybe not all, but at least i thot things were clearer..but then..these past weeks just took me back to that place, wer i dont knw wer, that place wer i dont knw wat the heck im doing, wat the heck im spps to b, wat the heck, wat the heck, wat the heck m i saying...
ppl wld just say..biase la tu..hidup ni, ade naik turun nye...ari tu ko naik..ari ni ko turun..
well..realizing that OBVIOUS truth doesnt make it any better now does it~~~
hermm..
i just love radiohead..
like really really love them...
their music, their words..them..yes every single of them and them as a unit..yes a unit...
i got lots more things to say.but