Thursday, July 31, 2008

dear ilham

dear diary,

i know they say i should be patient..
but i couldnt stop.
or i'd be crazy!!

i dont want to stop~
if i stop, id be krezieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

like i am now..im going krezieeee
coz i havent had any idea since yesterday~~~

blakh.

krazieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

im paranoid.
i dont wana b a failure anymore.

i wana do something n never stop

i wana do something that can make me happy even tho im not good at it...

i wana draw..i wana sing...i wana write!~~~

duhai ilham, turun la dari kayangan....


theres no words, no mental image, no flash cards, no nothing~!!!

i am empty!!!

please, please, please....come down to me, ideas...please..... i beg you..