im sorry.i know radiohead's boring n all...but they're just the 'perfect drug' for me.just for the sake of procrastination, let me tell u abt airbag.
i love to draw.i love to write.
when i was in primary school,n the the sick make-believe 'artist' that i was, i hd to hv my own pen name for signature or something..but i hate my real name (it looks ugly for a signature) so i came up with lots of stupid names..believe me theyre stupid...everytime i draw/write, i'll have a new name for the signature.until one evening,i was drawing something under the stairs of my house (i love small n hidden places to do my stuffs) n OK computer was put on the radio by someone..n exactly the time i finished my work, airbag was played.and i just scribble airbag at the corner.i like the way it looks.so i keep the name til today.yey.i love the song btw.i think its the simplest song in OK comp.just a personal opinion.
i'd empty my pocket and put every money i hv in that black box if i was there.
not tht i have lots of money.just saying,u know.
its a really, really damn good cover.
just clears my mind off every shitty morning blues i hd just now.
i wish the audio recording is better.i wish i was there.
n for the shitty morning blues--
i woke up this morning feeling scared.not scared of monsters or ghosts, but feeling scared of life.i know ive been scared for lots of unreasonable things..but this is different.im scared n thats it.i didnt want to end anything, i didnt want to stop breathing. i didnt wish i was dead. im just scared n none other feelings whatsoever.okay, i did wish i was dead, but i dont want to stop, u know..i dont want to stop...i dont want to keep on going too u know..u know..u know..like u wana keep still..
aahh..why o why im trying hard to explain this.
i just wish i can explain myself better.
i dont want to be here,i dont want to be me.but i dont want to lose anything that i have right now...kan? kan?
can i just take u n run away?
hurm...i kill too much time.better get back to work.