u wana know something stupid & pathetic?
i have this habit of wanting to write everything i think. no thats not the stupid part.the stupid part is, since i own a laptop, im too lazy to pick a pen and write on paper like i used too. no thats not the silly part neither. but u can thnk tht as one if u like.
well the pathetic part is that i googled this today
"i thnk im gona kil myself today"
ahah~hahahahah~~~ hahahah~~
so there's this link to a youtube tadaaaaaaaaa
well..its not an exact match.its "i think im going to kill myself TOMORROW"
but thats kinda okay.
so, i klik another link on the related viseodos at the side and found the trailer for this movie *which rite now i really have to watch coz im really a movie junkie who's actually finding some fucking things in this world which i can relate n feel some kind of cnfirmation tht im not alone tht some things do make sense adn at the same time i can procrastinate from doing anything else in this world n just forget the silly things i think, i did, i do, i say, i wana say, i wana ask, i wana love, the things that i actually love, the things that i think i have to figure out or the fact that i want to be someone else who doesnt think this much n just get on with life*
so here's the movie
The Royal Tenembaums
the trailer looks good.i think i love it already.maybe i dl it sometime later.or search it down at civic vdieo.wat ever.
btw i wont kill myself.not yet anyway.the last time i checked,i still doesnt hv the guts to really do it.maybe i'll chekc again later.
heh.
there's one time i googled:
"i think im dissapearing from my own life"
i miss spelld it.how stupid and pathetic can i be?