exit

exit by ~sipemalas on deviantART

u can be the most rational person around
u can be the most happy fortunate lucky bitch can ever live

but at times...
u know..
sometimes...
u found urself inside a tiny room
u cant think
u dont think
or r u thinking?
ure thinking too much too fast
there's a sudden rush of every emotion u can feel
changing fast
as if so many people are yelling at u
but u know these voices r just urs

u need someone.but then u dont.u dont need to need.
then anger.
then self pity.
then anger.
then loneliness.
then anger.anger.anger
ur angry at urself.

shake the thoughts off.
u need to hit something
so hit things
u throw things
u walk around
u need to find something
so u search all over
for anything to search for
u just realize that uve been talking to urself all the time ur searching

n so i found wat i look for
tho its not
its not
u dont think
u just
do it

n then u curl up on bed n hope u can b the smallest thing
n vanish
u wish u could dissappear

ure chicken shit.
n then anger.

n then u sleep.
wake up.
it all seems like a dream.