we can learn anything from anyone, from anything
depends on us whether we wana learn or not
ofkos its an obvious thing.saje nak merepek.it isnt like i hv other better things to do.
nyway.i think its a good intro for my teaching career nanti. every 'first time' in a new class i will make that a point. eheeh n maybe throw in a bit of a speech..perhaps like this one:
i cant say that i can teach you all the things you need to know *in this small field of english* before you dive into the real world..i cant say that i can teach you all tht the curriculum demands you to know *coz some of it is crap which i wont b bothered to teach u anyway*. i cant promise you if you study hard n smart you can pass that exam n then u can have a happy life ever after *some ppl i know who were labeld 'best students' got into deep-shit after leaving school*..i cant promise you that when i teach, you will learn something..i cant promise you i will teach you anything..
all i can say is that..if you want to learn, i will try to help you..
hows tht for my opening speach??
ahahahah corny~
erm.im thinking of being a teacher da. hurm. well. bile lagi kan. warm up is necessary. ahah...yerp2.baru sekarang~...
one of my cuzin kene pinang ari tu. on wednesday actually. semalam ke tuh? eh..hurmm heheh lost track of time. too much daydreaming? hm anywy.i feel its quite funny coz i grew up wif her.. n..she's a teacher. so being in the same field, aku pun bukak la crita pasal jadi cikgu ni day before the thing. so i told her, "im not planning to be a teacher forever. i plan to get 'out' after i finished my contract which will probably b more than 5 years..blablabla..."
her reaction:
"so what DO you plan to do?? *tone sedikit berbaur malas nak layan n tak pecaya akan mende yg aku sebut tuh* when u're in it, it'll be too comfortable to get 'out'..u'll lose ur enthusiasm n u'll be in it forver.."
she was washing her car while talking. :|
i kept quiet...
i cant think of anything at tht moment. not even right now.
n then i remember that lecturer..whats her name again?..damnit, waz..
she said "u'll love it (teaching). believe me. you will love it till u forget abt leaving"
let it be.we'll see how things go.
tumoro, a few old frens n me r going on a road trip to Tawau. a good 330km from here. its like 6-7 hours of driving. Maslianah Mariali is getting married. that same person who said she would be the last one from our batch (1999-2003 smsld) to marry. eheheh klaka. it'd b great im sure. i'l try to post some things abt the ceremony here when i get back.
life's been great ya know.things r great.i just realize 'it' was all just bad habits.
heh *tired grin*
life is infact a long learning process.
all those phrases..all those cliches...well not all..some of em. like..shit i cant think of any now. but ive been saying it, i heard about it, i talked abt it, i was told abt it...but now..now..i think, i understand it more...u know..aihh...i wish i could tell the whole world about this feeling...im happy, you know..not happy im-dancing-everything's-colorful-my-heart-is-filled-with-flowers kind of happy...but i feel a bit..at ease...
i--am...--okay.
im okay
wow..if u really know who i am, me--saying--im okay without the 'kot' is like really amazing... ;P
heh
i seriously hate straight lines (silverchair) when it first came out. so i never listened to the new album till someone sort of throw it onto me n so, im stuck with the album at the moment. n this is my fav song; currently. n i surfd utube for its live version n so far, this is th best i think
nice.
owh this is another version of it.the Dissociatives (dan's side band) version. i think its pretty awesome.seriously.
one more thing.
I wish i could replay many moments, to change my part in them. But each moment became an intrinsic part of our pattern and a small shift would have made a pattern so different, it wouldn't have belonged to who we became. (from leaning towards infinity)
and
i still find myself wanting to stay, more than i want to leave. so let me just linger.
selamat hari raya aidil adha.
:D