The dead ends and a big shirt
Seriously, I love Radiohead.
And of all the five members of Radiohead, I know that I have nearly the same taste with Phil. I mean, I can relate the most to Phil’s choices of song that he played in Thumbs Down. Haih… it really feels good to wake up and come back to really good music.
Aku mengajar sesi petang. Tapi aku bangun kol 6 pagi. Aku tidak tahu mengapa. Dan aku tidak dapat kembali tidur. Tidak dapat juga meneruskan usaha aku membuat teaching aids mahupun pelan pengjaran dan pembelajaran. Ada kupu-kupu di dalam perut. Mungkin kerana aku mahu procrastinate daripada menyiapkan pelan pengajaran untuk hari ini.
But then, I was feeling uneasy like this since yesterday morning. I feel like begging some people to just leave us the hell alone. It’s tiring to be angry, it’s childish to hate, I know—so why, o why can’t some people just let us be...
But then ini bukan 'tempat' aku dan itu bukan hak aku untuk kata apa-apa. Aku bukan siapa-siapa. Yang aku ada cuma pegangan bahawa aku perlu cuba sehabis baik untuk memperbaiki diri. Bukannya semakin lemah. Tapi susah nya, sungguh! Susah!
but then, but then, but then...cheshh
So. Dead ends?
And all I have is a big shirt. And some real~ fine~ music~~~~… I am so glad I downloaded these blues collections as well. Also---my Benjamin + HIMYM. This is how I cope with loneliness and unknown sources of stress.
that end up to be 12 minutes.