i was somewhat a fan of Blink 182 during pra-matang ages. then they split up and i tried to listen to both both Box Car Racer and Angels and Airwaves, fronted by Tom DeLonge. He sort of skip from BCR to AvA. But i only tried with the first Angels and Airwaves' record: We dont need to whisper. As i get older, sounds such as these no longer attract much of my attention.
but maybe today's their day. so i play them albums on repeat.
i was wondering about this whole practicum. and a couple of things came across my mind:
- we used to say we're busy with out assignments and all when we were students (more students than we are right now coz now we're like this student-teacher-teacher-student whatever) and i think i understand the term 'busy' better this time and i know i'll understand it sooo0000 much better when i become a real teacher.and you wonder what the heck am i doing posting entries in this blog whn i claim to b bz with my teacher-work.
- 10 ringgit is not enough. even the handouts for today costs more than 10. plus taxi fare.. tsk. but i should be greatful. yea. the kids dont believe me when i say im teaching them for free. they asked me how much is my salary.
- as said by a friend: i should remember that everyone is going through the same phase. if i feel lonely in the mornings, some people feel lonely in the evening. if i feel stressed out that these kids strip me off my self-believe, some others do feel the same way too. so, whine to them. we'll nod our heads while listening to each other. then we could leave the burdens on our door. and start a new day with new hopes.
- mak aku kata aku perasan bila aku bilang sekarang kan aku sedang mengajar. dia kata aku baru nak belajar untuk mengajar dah ada hati mau kata aku mengajar.
- etc.etc.kmu.etc.kmu.kmu.etc.
im eating oreo lemau for brunch. i should make some coffee. no. just sirap will be fine.