bersatu :mula ngan ribut, habes ngan pelangi. aku plak, cam mabok 4 hari tuh sampai pagi ni, aku bangun cam baru bangun dari hang over yg aku tak ingat pape pun sepjg 4 ari tu.cam mimpi jeh.bukan la nak kate aku penah mabok kan n tau cm mane hang over tuh, cume aku dapat bygkan la dr movie2 n description org.eheheheheh
being the pessimist that i am, i must say, the fourdays have been stupid. i made a lot of enemies instead of more friends, i act like monyet (which is because i am berperangai monyet--not ayu-like like some other women) its not like im proud or anything for being such a monyet that i am.but damn, ok, i feel horrible for being monyet, tapi setiap kali pun, perangai cam ni juga la yg aku display.so, aku nak jadi ayu pun susah. aku nak jadi ayu, sbb ramai org kan cam.."ha...cam ni la perempuan...ayu2, sopan2...."damn.
nm.
seronok gak pancing2 sepjg bersatu. ha
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nak bg hint topik: po'qi ngan joe: share similar traits (???)
drama plak.enaz a nih.tag blog aku...
anyway.
bila aku cakap pasal pancing, seriously, aku maksud kan usha. AHSU (thanx to mugh sbb bg ia nama..ahah). its a game. its a fun thing to do for me. i have no other intentions.
aku berani gila nak maen benda ni, sbb aku tau, tada org yg nak kat org cam aku. klu la aku ni org cam.. **TUTTTT** kan...mst aku fikir dua kali nak maen game ahsu ni. sbb, kang ade yg sangkut, aku tataw nak react cam na.
lagi pun, ta ramai yg mampu nak tahan perangai hyper + monyet aku ni kecual sorang. orang ni la yg aku go home to, after hectic days, call up, and i hear him over the phone, n his voice is so familiar. hearing it makes me feel at home coz i am so relaxed...
klu kami jalan2 sesame mase kat msia pun, aku maen game ni mase ngan die. tgk org hensem/org lawa, cakap a...mase kiterang sekolah menengah sesame pun, ini gak a keje aku.
one thing i know about this guy, he's beeen with me for more than 10 years. darjah 4 umoq brape tah...sampai la sekarang. he's seen everything in me. org ni gak la yg still nak kat aku after tgk ke-monyet-an aku nih...ngan hyper, ngan moody, ngan complicatednya pemikiran aku ni, die gak a yg bleyh tahan.ngan pemalas nya aku.ngan roller coaster nya relationship ngan aku nih. ngan sume la.dia gak still standing.
kdg2 aku fikir, klu la aku ngan dia nih, in the end, bukan gak ngan die...cam ne la..tsk3...sbb kemungkinan tu tak pernah hilang kan.the possibility for us not to be together kan. hm...klu cam tuh, aku dah ttaw dah.mst dunia kekok. kekok. i call it kekok?--the life without sai will be kekok?? tu je ke? kekok?? ofkos la devastating!! ofkos la cam rasa nak bunuh diri!!! but after all the mourning, aku tau, satu perasaan yg tak kan hilang, rasa kekok!! cam "eh..sai dah bkn bf dah.."...ha..cam tuh..yg every morning pun rase cam kene ade reality check. im talking based on experience okay..sbb dah pena hilang sai.hahahahah
aku rase dah brape org dah tanye, ko ngan sai cam ne? kiterang ok, ok~ dah brape kali dah kiterang break, break, kawan, sambung. i know its silly, fullofshit, tapi aku tau aku mmg tak leyh klu tade die.n i forgot about that sometimes, so bile dah hinag baru teringat.. but hopefully aku (kiterang) tak sebodoh dulu dah. huhu we grow up together, learn shits together, n hopefully we'll grow old together...
ehehe...jadi nak introduce a---name die Safiuddin Afdal Laudin. aku panggil die sai.
Sai.